December 31, 2008

self mutilation











smart alec.

December 28, 2008

bleak







my heart, dry up...

December 27, 2008

relieved







please release me, let me go
for I don't love you anymore
to waste our lives would be a sin
release me and let me love again

December 24, 2008

astray








endless paralysis

December 17, 2008

rewind











back to my black and short hair
refuse to be a masochist anymore

curse







What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

December 12, 2008

a nice day









it was a clear day
perfect blue and temperature
it was in my diary
it was a big change in my life
it was really important...
but now there is nothing about me
I should be fine with it

November 27, 2008

elapsed







I shouldn't care
I shouldn't cry
I shouldn't believe
I shouldn't hide

November 18, 2008

addiction











Im addicted,
Im addicted to love
Im addicted to lie
Im addicted to sex
Im addicted to black
Im addicted to red
Im addicted to cry
Im addicted to sad
Im addicted pride
I want more and more
Im addicted.

shackles











a cut heart
bogged here
laughter? I can't hear...

November 16, 2008

tokyo,mon amour







the keyword
for my love song
is always changing...

aching











I forget about everything
you're always remember it
so now I got revenge
and I miss your Bolognaise Spaghetti

incidental







in your mind
I couldn't find me
in your eye
I can't see my existence

November 08, 2008

wound











I gave you authority to hurt me.

repetition











combine and disunite...

November 04, 2008

collapse







we're not special.

November 02, 2008

promise







she lost in the lust of love.

fuck off







do not try to dance with me.

struggled







the distance between us
its already out of control

none











I don't wanna talk about this
when I dropped my tears
it was nobody's here

October 31, 2008

us







just take everything for granted.

fetters











the scars is the gift from you
and I only can keep it forever
without you

October 27, 2008

mirage







I think that was a dream
cause I didn't feel anything
I hope the rain never stop
then I can hide it like I did

solitary











I give you my bright as a gift
the darkness just left for me
I think I need more introspection
even I won't see anything in it

slow goodbye







stop the lying
we step up from this
I know you like sorrowful stories
you know me always expect happy ending

we knews about it long time ago
just can't resigned for it
and now here is no argue or miserable
just kind and confession
then finally we can going well as our wish

October 23, 2008

instant girl











trap
illusion
humor
contrast
pretend
subsidized
flirting
hypnotic
sex addiction
whatever

October 21, 2008

monster







treading my love
you torturing me
I fear of change
you spoiled from me
damned selfish
monster you
lowly me

October 16, 2008

choice











sometimes you cry
and the tears soft my mind
I breathed a sigh
cause I don't know that's wrong or right

October 13, 2008

sneaking











open your mouth
twisted your mind
hide from people
that's your style

bitch boys







beastly sexual
obscene brain
crowded subway
conceal insane
slut and hussy
horny and fake

October 07, 2008

debility











pathetic imagine
fullest destruction
broken heart
cry with mavis

October 02, 2008

anxious











I need help.

September 30, 2008

30th.







hey, I don't know you!

another 30th
I still alone
with my 星をかった日,my dream

September 29, 2008

64°F









Im here,
with tranquil heart
and my favorite temperature

September 28, 2008

invasion









I wanna cry
but I ran out of my tears
I wanna leave
but I lack strength to do it
and I want involve with you
but I can't make it...

September 26, 2008

relation core







the core of all the things is lie.

September 25, 2008

cruel







without respect
without heartbeat
that's not about love
that's about Im a jerk

September 23, 2008

heartbreaker











i'm sorry for being a heartbreaker
my reason why is someone broke my heart
then I break your heart.
and in other words,
Im just a Ahole.

September 22, 2008

remote







we leave our alone
say that have some meaning
but something become insipid
something become densest

September 19, 2008

punished







all about her
and she knows that's all her fault
too crazy or too much love
she doesn't know which is herself
just lost her mind or just stupid?

suicide girl







I cut my throat then I can't talk
I cut my legs then I can't go
I cut my fingers then I can't touch
I cut my head then release my brain
I cut my heart then you can't hurt me again

September 17, 2008

puppy love











he say he miss me
but I don't know what's that mean
it's about responsibility
or just his personality

September 14, 2008

lentic water







my fresh blood become tasteless.

September 12, 2008

星をかった日







escape and oblivion

September 11, 2008

defend&attack











grab my shit and threw the mirror
I see me dirty and stinking
and should be embarrassed but unconcernedly

September 09, 2008

broken







それじゃ さよなら。

September 06, 2008

endless







loving, digging, dying

仮面







lying around me
and I just like a clown
entertainment you guys
I wish you'll be happy
even Im sad, always

August 28, 2008

between







upside down and distance
sacrifice and concentrate
selfish and prospective
later and bye
you and me

alone











single bad
lonely girl
sadly stories
my life